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PS I love you... what a damn movie, i mean it is nice but it was too strong for me, i felt that the movie was made on my personal life, it was difficult to watch, but it made me wondering, and thinking wow!!, how many years have gone so far?... 5 years wow, and I'm still deep in my heart feeling the same, i think maybe i will never get over that, or maybe i should go and see it, face it, and get over it. i think i'm ok, but trully, i have no idea. How can somebody morning something that did not see?, I mean I know i'm not stupid, but it is difficult...
I know it is fine, he is fine, he is happy, i know that, but i just think that i really need to close this window. Maybe talk to her, maybe go and finally see that place that i don't want to.
I'm afraid, yeap i know, i'm afraid of forgetting, why? because even now it is difficult to remember his face, no pictures, no clothes, nothing that i can touch. Maybe is better in this way, so I can move on, and get going with my life... 5 years! I'm sorry, I know it was not my fault, I know that I could not have done anything about it, i can not play to by God, i just can't.
Damn movie! Life is not a movie, feelings are sensitives. Fortunately, or unfortunately, the heart changes with time, it becomes stronger and colder than before, but yeap, I'm alright, I'm just kind of mad to that movie, stupid huh? yes but true, the true lsad ove story, but at the end there is hope, so maybe that is a good sign...